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| I just read such a stupid and rasist sounding blog on the Datingish site. The one about asians. Yeesh people can be dumb. Remind me to never go out and read others blogs. So not worth the time spent. Or the brain cells killed. I'd rather fry them at least doing something interesting like playing spore, doing math, beating my head against a wall. Any of these things would be better. | | |
| Huh you know its weird I allways forget about this thing. I dunno I have a week off from work for christmas and I have nothing to do. I'm not a very social person and when I try I usally make it worse. I used to be able to just make friends. Now I have major problems in that part. So point is that I have time off from work and I have no one to hang out with. :( I mean geez how pathetic is that cuz as fun as playing Spore is I would rather hang out with someone. I've been trying to make friends for the past six months or so and I really suck at it. Now that is not to say that I don't have any friends at all it's just that most of them have things to do on their holidays, another thing is I have an easier time making friends with them because I work with them. Ok my little whine rant is over. I really don't know what to put in things like this so what the heck. For the past six months my mother and I have been doing the Jenny Craig thing. (and yes I had reason to do it). I meet some people who go on it and can't lose any weight. Half the time I want to smack'em because they don't have any weight to lose. It's basicly a waste of their money. And if they want to lose any real wight they'll have to exersise. But back to the point. I used to weigh 265 and in five months i've lost 63 pounds and i'm still losing. So if any one got side tracked by my last rant focus on the part that Jenny Craig is worth it if you really want to lose the weight. I personnaly think you don't have to go on JC to lose weight but for some people it is just easier having people behind you on it. Another thing i've learnt on this diet is that you just are not going to lose any weight if you don't truely want want it. I have two coworkes who were on it. This brings me back to my first rant. One of them weighs exactlly what she should, well actully they both do really. Thing is though that one said "oh I really want to lose some weight but I just can't do the food on the diet" (this is the one who doesn't need to lose weight). In all truth the food on the diet is actully quite good, and mostly it teaches you how to portien your food and stuff like that. Lol and this is coming from a really picking person. So either way the whole friends thing. I'm homeschooled so for about six years I haven't really had to make friends. Oh i've had lots of chances to go out and do things with others but I never really tried. Only recently have I really missed out on not trying. So now I have to work to fix that. Man it's a good thing nobody really reads this thing I sound so annoying and shallow. Sigh* anyway I don't really want to make a whole bunch of friends, just a couple who honestly like me and I can actully hang out with. Or at least someone to talk to. I mean my mom and sister are great people to talk to but when their not there? Zippo. It also feels weird to have this much time on my hands because my jobs that I have time off from are takeing care of my sisters two kids from about eight in the moring to 4:30-5 in the afternoon. Then about every second day I work at the public library 4-6. Plus i've still got piano, quitar lessons and EMS cadets. Cadets reminds me of camp, one of the only places I see large groups of people my age. | | |
| trip to mexico was fun on the way there we stayed overnight in an airport. plane and simple not fun. | | |
| whatever day this is at six in the morning all i can say is my family should not stay up all night or at least try to. believe me it didn't go that well. dad was driving around four am and everyone else was dozing and i looked up just in time to see us going into the ditch. thank god we were on a four lane road so dad rather than do the stupid thing and try and turn continued on to the other side of the road. so here we are at home no one else is up (not surprising) tammy and jody cleaned and moved a whole lot of stuff around. its really quite interesting were they put things. they must have had a lot of time on their hands. | | |
| i'm not very good at putting things down but i guess i have somthing to put down. ok, in a week my family and i are going on a vaction to mexico. its sounds like it will be really fun. the not fun part is that first we have to drive to calgary aka eight hours. then we should be seeing my older older brother ian and his wife and kids. hopefully. then we stay at an inn overnight and leave the next day at six at night (if you're wondering i have nothing better to say than this) and then were gone for about like ten days. the we come back. | | |
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